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catharsis

random spots of insightfulness in the
extensive fits of mental, physical, and
emotional instability.

Life Mission:
I wanna be remembered as the guy
who always smiled. the one who could
always brighten your day. even if he
couldn't brighten his own. tell me what
you need, and trust me, i'll be there.

4.23.2006

new blog.

so basically since now that i own eddyfong.info and have webhosting, i may be switching to wordpress, but not wordpress.com. i will be installing wordpress on my own server =]. and tweaking it. my current problem is that the setup is not as convenient as wordpress.com's =[. but i shall work at it!

blog improvements

thinking of incorporating other tags? i've kinda started using technorati. and back in the day =] i knew it was really good.. but then i heard it kinda went downhill. like slashdot. sooo. not sure. but now that i'm looking at it.. wordpress uses its tags with technorati tags =].. so maybe... Categories, Tags, and WordPress Those of you using WordPress, you have the luxury of both worlds, visibly and invisibly. Categories come with WordPress, and you can add as many categories and subcategories as you want to help users find the information they need. WordPress also works with Technorati to ping Technorati and Technorati does use the categories on your WordPress site as tags, which should also make you think twice about using funky category names. In fact, WordPress uses Ping-o-matic to ping a variety of feeds, tags, directories, and search engines automatically when you save your posts. edit: i experienced wordpress today.. and.. quick review: it's a very nice blogging tool.. only that.. there is no html editting which truly irks me. i cant embed music/create massive customizations. i do like the fact it has trackback links and that it has categories. however, right now i can use technorati tags and i do have backlinks. which are alternatives. i feel that wordpress is something definitely really good.. and i like it, you can easily have a very well designed blog. i also like the fact you can have private posts. but i dont know.. blogger does what i need fine. and i dont want to lose all my past secret posts. and another thing it is freaking slooooooooooooow. it went down once, and were some pretty noticeable delays. =[. makes me sad because.. otherwise, it's fantastic. sooo.. perhaps in the far future. like this summer. but to tell you the truth, it's about time.. i lose the past. edit2: tell you the truth, do i really need passwordprotected/private and public posts together in the same location? nah. living a double life is cool. i like wordpress's layout. everything in one spot truly is nice. worst comes to worst, i could just link the damn things altogether.. soo.. "losing posts" isn't truly an issue. but considering wordpress's instability.. i'm gonna stick with blogger. hopefully in the future, it'll get better. and either way.. the way i'll justify my idea of looking crappier.. is that.. i'm about content =P. bwahaha. and i guess.. if i keep a secondary completely silent blog about my insanity, no one will know i'm really f'ed up. and the whole issue of why i even need secret posts comes up here [rant of the day]: recruiters. people get stalked on facebook and on xanga on myspace and every freaking place. and it comes down to.. do i want a job? or... do i want to be myself? right now.. i do have some posts hidden.. but they're probably mentally disturbing posts that even sicken me. bwahaha.. the gears in my corrupt mind are rolling. but okay, honestly.. when i think about it.. a company that fires me for what i write in my blog. is a company i dont want to work for. because really.. i either write 1) good things about the company and why would they fire me then? or 2) bad things. and if it's bad things.. that company probably isn't somewhere i'll be happy at. therefore recruiters, read away. not trying to be arrogant.. but.. because chances are if you don't hire me because of something written here, i dont wanna work there. there are stories of how someone gets fired for saying "work is boring so i chat on aim". hell if i freaking do that, FIRE ME PLEASE.. because that job right there is what is keeping me from reaching my potential. i'm stuck in this job i hate and sucks.. and i do it for no reason because i need money. i'm too damn scared to find the dream job of my life. so i sit there and waste away. FIRE ME. because really, that would help me get my ass in gear. so recruiters... do your thing - read/stalk me.. =] and come back.

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playday =]

whoa.. day of fun. sooo freaking awesome. sorry no esoterica; brief summarization:

  1. jcl with julie... breakfast/lunch or whatever you call it. anyways.. basically.. just.. foooood. and then.. picking clothes out.. while she browses my music and makes fun of me =[.
  2. went absa paintballing. in shobit's car, drove about 1 hr, four-five games.. got nailed in the head. couple other places. crawled through a fire ant mound. sustained multiple injuries. the last game.. i was stuck behind like a pile of tires. and there holes.. and five guys. literally. were standing. behind a fort ready for me to pop out.. and they just kept shooting.. the damn things.. soo.. paint kept coming through and splattering on me.. and.. alex jumped out and shot me with an empty gun. so i shot him.. and got him out. and then.. after a couple more got out.. i rushed it.. and i was crawling along to try and shoot louis. and.. then.. TC jumps over the stack i was crawling.. and.. while he does this i had no idea. and .. so TC tags me with his gun. freaking awesome.. way to get someone else.. his fucking barrel touched me.. would've sucked if he lit me up. hahaha.. anyways.. played alotta games. got shot alot.. hmm.. probably bleeding, but rushed back to dorms.. to shower and change.. and then..
  3. RUSSELL PETERS!.. live.. @ hogg auditorium, 20 bucks! he used some old material.. which kinda sucked.. but about 75% was new stuff. also had a small section of chris spencer.. good jokes.. and basically it was fucking awesome.. ending line:.. talking about how white americans do have culture. and basically it's singalong/aloud songs. like the macarena and ymca.. and how.. ymca.. chinese can't do that.. cause the alphabet just doesnt work that way. haha.. and then he made the ymca imitation but with what chinese characters would look like.. resulting in an egyptian like dancing almost. freaking hilarious
  4. Player's with the russell peters guys.. me, abed, emad, his gf?, calvin, daniel, feras.. went to go eat. good food. got a shake. just fun.. talking & chilling.
  5. Chillin with daniel in my dorm. just kicking; talking. really.. good man to man talk, haha.. girls talk? so do guys! and about same things too.. sex/girls/and.. =x =]. anyways. good times. just kicking.

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4.21.2006

Pyrrhic scheduling

after all that motherfreaking hard work, i got shafted. registration @ 21st @ 11am. i got into like 3 classes. they were like BA 324 and MKT337. classes no one else took. freaking FIN and LEB. I HAVE TO HAVE FINANCE. must must must. i need it for FAP. anyways classes. maybe next year my registration will kick ass =] bbq & swimming @ lake travis? pacement park =] it was BEAUTIFUL TODAY. perfect for a BBQ =]. people: stephanie chen, louis mao, thao tran, tho tran, john na, david mei, shara ma, shobit arora, rebecca yang, shashil patel, moe wu, chris lin, caroline soo, eddy fong. 2.30 pm = went to shobits and got stuff. we had at least $100 worth of food. basically.. eating a ton of good stuff. and playing games? throwing football around. =] pieces of food/ice down people's shirts. fun stuff. omg.. bbq is better when cooked with beer. you don't have the alcohol taste [unless it wasn't cooked right] or any alcohol cause it burns off but it makes it so much.. juicier? tender? anyways.. so much better. from now on, all bbqs i got to shall be cooked with beer. and then "swimming".. well louis and i basically just skipped rocks. man he is badass. he was skipping like 12.. i tried to compete but no deal. i got one really really nice one off.. like 14 skips.. and went far as hell too.. but yeah.. then all the girls wanted to learn, so we taught them =]. and they got it!!.. haha watermelon seed spitting contest. basically.... today.. just lots of chill time. rock skipping.. and getting thrown into the lake. and chugging some coke. because i suck at refuting peer pressure. =[. oh and haha, moe in his wetsuit. these are the times college is about. when i get a car next year.. shit.. i'm gonna do this all the freaking time. it's just sad that all the seniors are leaving =[. quick pix: IMG 0115 shobit =] and his masculine way of opening cans IMG 0114 group shot IMG 0126 beautiful lake travis IMG 0128 going to swim IMG 0135 louis just chilling [right before we start skipping mad rocks] IMG 0138 beautiful sunset to end it IMG 0142 and of course, shara combing her hair with a fork, singing little mermaid. anyways. all the pictures and they're on facebook too =].

4.20.2006

what a day

soooo through and through. today.. nothing big at all.. soo i guess.. laws of attraction. in absa, we had a family night. it was "absa's next top model"... mucho fun. basically we were given a piece of cloth.. and some number of minutes.. and we had to make something fashionable. wow.. lots of hot work. we had albert dress up.. in a j-lo like dress. it was insane. lots of fun. hm.. i think to top it off.. of the 13 runway models.. i think.. about 10? (literally) came and gave me a kiss/sat on my lap/hit on me.. and while.. it totally. was.. haha funny... =].. shobit did point out a very interesting fact. why were all the guys doing it? am i the most homosexual guy in absa? i dont think so. i know straight out i'm not homosexual. if you even read this at all or know me at all you'd know i'm not. i'm not in denial. i actually talk about girls/love ALOT.. it's just.. haha.. i cant find a good girl. but the point being.. why did they all do that? well technically.. since the first one did it.. the rest has to match. basically.. that would set up a premise.. cause pretty much.. that's why i think it was so. but i guess.. lotsa people either think i'm gay. or something, BUT I BROUGHT A FEMALE DATE TO EOS LAST SEMESTER!!!. anyways this is EXACTLY what i'm saying about good girls.. grouphug #596345232 Why are women so fucking evil?!! To all those females reading this, I want you to pay attention. You are liars. All of you. You say that you want a caring, sensitive boyfriend. Someone that remembers anniversaries and get throughful gifts. Someone that isn't afraid about talking about their feeling and someone that is will not cheat on you. BULLSHIT! I am that type of guy, but women never go for me. And its not like I'm ugly or anything, hell no, it's just that you women don't know what you want. You dont want a caring guy, you want an arsehole. You all do. And then, after youve passed up the caring guy for the arsehole, all you do is complain to me how theyre not caring enough. Why don't you women start thinking about your choices for once? The mating ritual is very mechanical. You can literally just say that right things and youve got the girl you want. The only problem is the kind of guy that women always say they want isnt the type of guy that knows the right things to say. So, women, next time youre out with your mates, dont go for the smooth talker, or the guy with big muscles, but instead try the guy who is looking after his mate thats had too much to drink, or the guy thats getting some chick a glass of water. One more thing also... stop playing games!!! It just drives the good guys away! i might not be a good guy, but you're sure as hell driving me away. gfg. esoterica: the best freaking lock for owning your bike why a second monitor owns reducing visual clutter gays and rock bands are creative 1.0 products kill tech startups. top 100 science facts

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customer service.

i freaking hate chipotle. well. for lunch, because my apple interview was @ einstein's on the drag, i went to eat at chipotle. the guy not only did not listen to me and nearly put the wrong meat, but then he chastised me for not saying chicken. although i said it only 6 times and the lady next to me even backed me up. freaking asshole. and then when it came to the condiments time, not only did the lady almost put the wrong hot sauce - green instead of red, she forgot the cheese, so had to unwrap it.. and then.. afterwards, forgot the lettuce. what the hell. chipotle was built on watching your food being made.. and having it taste so good.. so do your damn job right. see starbucks. apple interview. well went okay. at the end.. i said thanks, forgot to say bye. not being here in the summer will hurt my chances.... but two of five candidates wont be here during summer.. so i think i got a really good shot. one of my ideas, not really viable but they loved. hmm basically.. i dont know.. 50/50. maybe.. we'll seeeee =]. i freaking love starbucks. so today.. i went to starbucks after the interview.. and they accepted the free tall drink by ABSA card.. and.. not only that.. when i asked if i could upgrade it to a grande with cash, he said yes. but that's not all.. when i pulled out the money.. to pay for the grande. he goes.. screw it, dont worry about it. soo.. in the end.. i got a free grande drink. courtesy of ABSA and courtesy of starbucks. ABSA for giving me the tall. Starbucks for free upgrade. so hot. i sat down and am bloggin while drinking. i <3 starbucks caramel frappuchino. too damn good. designer jean sale soo. went with rebecca to the designer jean sale. man.. they only had girl stuff. i wish they had guy stuff. i need some new jeans. but.. i'm going to china so i'll buy a ton there. but basically... leading to my rant of the day.. rant of the day: so... what the heck.. this thing only sold girls clothing.. why no guys?.. well.. girls have tons of stores that are trendy, fashionable, and cheap. guys on the other hand.. have nice trendy stores that are mucho caro. why why why? well.. you can say.. that the girl's clothing is of lower quality.. but.. why are there no lower quality trendy male stores?!?!.. i mean, there's like forever 21, bu ya kah, even the express for women is cheap [relatively compared to men's], yet for guys.. there's like.. urban outfitters? diesel? armani exchange, express, abercrombie, banana?? i mean many of the stores.. that carry both... the.. sales in the guys section is not even freaking close to the sales in the girls section. for guys, the cheapest stores.. are like.. urban outfitters and express? which neither are cheap. express jeans = 50? on sale?!.. while.. i've seen girls hit 20. =[.. well the reason according to rebbi =].. girls are expected to have more trendy things than guys. why?. because girls are fashionable. guys are not. soo this rant is a call to arms. a call for all guys to become fashionable. on my love life. tiffany says i can't be gay james says i can't be straight so then... i'm either.. bisexual. or.. just.. flat-out prude. psh.. but that's according to them.. albert, this guy, is a freaking.. [something badass] They say live your life with no regrets. Every mistake made is a lesson learned. You don’t make the mistake again because it happened the first time, and if it didn’t you may not be where you are today. I agree that people should exercise their best judgment in order to avoid regret and that mistakes will still occur, but what people fail to see is that the lesson is only learned because of the regret. You don’t make the same mistake again because you regret doing it the first time. That regret is the lesson learned. It says “Do this and you will regret it.” THAT is why we feel like such mistakes are okay, because it builds character. If you go through life without any regrets then you’re just being ignorant. Where would you be if you never made the mistake? Most likely you’d be better off or else you wouldn’t regret it. So live with regrets, learn from them, and move on. Living for the moment when you are able to use that regret to make the right decision, and trying not to get regret in the same way is all you can really do. That’s all you can really do. kristina always said she never regretted anything. it kinda bugged me. never really know why. but i'm kinda big on improving myself as a person [or at least trying to]. and i guess i never found the words to say it, but albert did. full props. esoterica: how to scientifically rate the female booty: kylie minogue is hot! girls DO DESTROY guys. swapping job security for startups why your employees are losing motivation i got one, w/in a couple seconds. - thejimi exercise your eyes google vs microsoft: online storage

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4.19.2006

chaotically peaceful.

woke up. chi 604 - test 83. shit =[. quiz bombed. had to stay after cause the prof didn't get our "gubo shi wo"/sam i am skit. but we explained it. dorm - killing those damn popup ads. lunch@jcl with natasha.. econ 304k.. no idea. except he was being hypocritical ba 101s. talking about business ethics.. so many people have none.. atrium - chill, chinese hw, talked to lotsa people. absa consulting meeting. fast and easy, designed a webpage for absa consulting. dorm - killed chinese.. jester center - met up with tiffany. ate at j2. man good stuff.. and we just talked.. about girls haha.. i <3 my psuedo-sister. =].. . dorm. where we browsed.. for laptops comparing shiz.. and.. yeah.. music good stuff. and.. then.. it started pouring really bad.. so we decided she should probably head back before it got worse. sooo.. in the pouring rain.. i walked her to the car. rofl.. before i knew how bad it was.. i saw this guy all soaked.. and was like.. did you go swimming? where's your towel.. and then i looked outside.. and was just like wtf?!.. haha.. soo.. in the 10 minutes i walked to her car.. there was so much rain.. and it was like mini flash floods everywhere.. and got.. my lower half totally soaked.. but she drove me back.. [after a long detour + somewhat kinda getting lost].. the second i got out of her car.. it stopped raining. room - shower + bloggin =]. okay this is what i really wanted to write about girls. oh, the demise of man. the harbinger of pain and misery. dramatic angels of doom. why oh why do i want one? because.. today.. while walking with tiff.. i heard a couple going to dance in the rain.. i want to do that. and walking with tiff.. i want to share an umbrella with someone. talking to kristal.. i want to sing to someone. basically i want to do everything with someone. ::sigh::. but why? someone once said that they hate the saying "life is short" because to them, what is longer than life?.. well.. what bout reputation, family, honor, friends, god, impacts and influences...? but truly.. it's not comparing to those things that make life short. it's the wondrous times you have doing what you do. those wonderful experiences, those happy times, those damn good moments that rob you of your breath, heart, and mind.. just doing it.. and you realize, you want this to last forever. freaking forever. but the problem is.. you only live so long. cause.. of course.. the longest thing you got is life. life != forever, so then you just possibly can't have it forever. you can only have it for as long as your life is, making it way too short. short relative to forever. and when you realize it's that short, you dont wanna waste another moment. i was talking to tiff.. about what kinda girl i was looking for. i want a.. innovative creative girl.. who can really rock my world. challenge my mental models. make me think. point out my mistakes. shake things up, cause chaos, give me trouble. not trouble like asshole jerk trouble. trouble like the cute jerk trouble.. she makes me call. after she hangs up on me. or else she'll get mad. hahaha. i want to date an older girl. they're more mature, and either 1) i'm really mature so i match or.. 2) i'm not mature enough so she counterbalances me. i want an honest good girl. who will tell me straightforward that my hair sucks. that i snore. that the way i brush my teeth pisses her off. an honest good girl who.. finds $100 and returns it. because, thats the way things should be done. that's the way she would want it. i want too much. esoterica: most webusers are silent surfers. i encourage you to participate and leave comments please. how to start a conversation with someone. most homophobic place on earth hitting niche markets evolution.. as a flash jame bond's phone bad ass new program for scanning with cameras/phones scanr how to actually get that refund. add agendas to gmail overlock Mac graphics to get better FPS osx first aid godaddy used to be so goood. but i actually think it happened to me too.

4.18.2006

popup problem.

it was brought to my attention by mr. angry that i had popups. i honestly had no idea. but now that i do, rest assure i will quickly find and eliminate this pest. i put a bunch of counters once to see which was the best.. well.. forgot to take them off =[.. and one of them is causing ads.. so here we go...

  • eliminated performancing. this one sucks.
  • eliminated shinystat. i kinda like this one, not as easy to use..
  • eliminated webstats4u. this was the culprit. freaking popup ads with no notice.
  • re-installing shinystat - compares mine web with others
  • installing statcounter. - seems good - reason on why here.
  • keeping site meter - does what i want.
i may kill some more. anyone know any? i'm looking for a counter which basically.. can tell me how i've been doing today. and in the past week. and can keep the records.. truly sorry about the intrusions and browserjackings =[ if there any other problems/if popups keep coming, please let me know.

4.17.2006

dear angel,

i'm sorry, _________. i dont know why. even now.. i still feel guilty. it still hurts me. i cant.. seem.. to.. forget.. or get past this. i'm sorry for everything i didnt do. i'm sorry for everything i did do that wasn't good enough. i'm sorry for everything that was good enough and wasn't better. i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i never meant or wanted to hurt you. but i know i did. there's nothing i can do now except hope you forgive me and wish you the best. just know, i still really care for you as a friend and wish you the best. i am truly sorry. i think if i could go back in time.. and retrace my steps, change my decisions. i might have never started you and me.. not because i hated those times.. those were the greatest moments in my life.. but because i would give everything, everyfuckingthing, to not hurt you, to take away your pain.. i'm sorry. i really am. with love, eddy fong not allowing comments on this one

starcrossed life.

i know people read this. please leave comments? thanks to those that do =]. yesterday blew - nothing went right. laundry went haywire. no fabric softeners. lost a sock? lost my keys. misprinting so many things.. chinese speech is meh. soo.. i made my own day. i went out and got a freaking router. cost me $15, was refurbished by damnit i wanted one =]. it's a damn good feeling - spoiling yourself. oh and i went to the gym. and saw many pretty girls. which made my day. but burnt my eyes. but was worth it. except deep down inside i bet their taken or assholes.. but i did get one big thing done. i wish i could write more like this... Globalization, or as Thomas L. Friedman claims – "the flattening of the world", has been arguably the most influential force in business within the past decade and will continue to be so for the future. It is not limited to the increased physical inter-country trade but also encompasses the endless opportunities of virtual networks such as instant communication. Globalization is everything that enhances and fosters worldwide integration and connectivity. It converges the individual economies of different countries into one massive economy, greatly distorting every part of business. Communication and data transfers are nearly instant, expanding information availability and reducing transaction/barrier times. Supply chains are disrupted and rebuilt. Research and development is paced at 24/7 with staggered facilities around the globe. Supply and demand is no longer local, thus driving quantity up and price down. Outsourcing, insourcing, off-shoring, and more are becoming commonplace. For example, Dell capitalizes on multinational relationships, activities, and goods to reduce inventories, barrier times and prices to ultimately create a new revolutionary business model. These strategies give and sustain Dell’s competitive advantage, ensuring future success. Each of these relatively small changes not only reshapes the business world, but also sets off a chain reaction, creating new industries and killing old. And with new industries come new skills and new labor forces. Every single aspect of conventional business is touched, forcing the business world to adapt. All of this is because of globalization, quite possibly the greatest force in business in the past decade, today, and the future. and yes. i did write this. jack it and die. =] today blows too - freaking computer said 37degrees, so i brought a jacket. it was really more liek f'ing 73. stupid weather widget got the wrong austin. chinese test sucked it up. teacher hates my "the 5% of my final grade" speech already. mis 301 was not bad. acc 312 looks hard and boring. damnit. =[. lunch with natasha. meeting with ucba/amir. damn, he's hardcore. meeting with brass rings. cover letter, resumes. dorm - sc/hw. doomed, star-crossed. ACT I PROLOGUE Two households, both alike in dignity, In fair Verona, where we lay our scene, From ancient grudge break to new mutiny, Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean. From forth the fatal loins of these two foes A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life... i've said it before, and i've said it again. ... a good girl is like sasquatch, sometimes you get proof of them, you think you see them, you dream of them, chase them, do everything possible to try.. to somehow.. get one.. but in the end.. it's a freaking myth. esoterica: i love this song. leslie showed it to me. full props. goodness she always has the greatest songs. wow.. HIV vaccine?! racial diversity is best for group. omg.. serial no 3817131 - pictures of female israeli soldiers small children are the most malicious creatures in the world some people wish google doesnt exist too many men in china. yellow fever doesnt help =P 10 things every MS Word user should know windows xp built-in rebuild command apple bootcamp owns owns so bad... it's now in PCWorld some nice.. cheap.. digital cameras time capsules are freaking coool. i wanna make one! hahaha.. happy slapper crazed.. gets owned DIY pen - mont blanc style. top 15 security/hacking tools the best rifle is still the ak-47

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4.16.2006

on finding a girl.

on finding a girl: goodness. stop telling me to get a gf. all of you. argh. I'm trying already?! at least i think i am. but i mean.. it's so freaking hard to just find a damn good girl these days. that doesnt dress like a hoe, is responsible and dependable, and is a definite thinker. why a thinker? cause then we can read books and argue =] and be witting and do point and counterpoint.. and oh god i'm a nerd. argh.. sooooo good girls are impossible to find. but that's not the end of hell. if i ever manage to even.. somehow hallucinate a glimpse of such a wonderful thing... talking to her [not a confidence problem] or just getting her to like me.. is plain motherfreaking out of the question. argh! but damn YOU, i'm trying =]. at least i think i am. if i'm not, i don't really care. i dont have time for this. all the girls i talk to, argh not a single one would understand me. maybe cause i'm meant to be gay or something.. whatever.. i fall in love easily/hard.. i think. i read too into things. i think i'm just gonna close my eyes and walk.. but.. that may have been the problem.. when i close my eyes, i listen to the rest of me way toooo much. so then i go and do shit.. that i thought i felt and shit turns out bad and.. yeah.. no more of that. but truthfully, that girl, this weekend.. totally hawtnesss. man.. come to UT =]. if only i knew ya better. ---recap of weekend over--- but all in all today fucking blew, ruined my good weekend. not even going into it. fucking a.. daniel powter - cause you had a bad day. ps. i like how eric liu, author of accidental asian refers to loveboat, who your's truly went on, in page 131 of his book. =] pps. the world is flat is a freaking insanely well written book and i shall devour it like the water and .. salt? something devourable =]. ppps. i'm getting lazier.. so only post of big things? esoterica: apple changes policies crimes do pay - THEY CITE FREAKONOMICS I READ THAT! how to stay calm in an argument how germany keeps kids in school respecting other beliefs stolen from clewless 1. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs: Cascada 2. Are you male or female: bad boy 3. Describe yourself: truly madly deeply 4. How do some people feel about you: kids in america 5. How do you feel about yourself: hurricane 6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: magic summer night 7. Current boyfriend / girlfriend: wouldn't it be good 8. Describe where you want to be: love again 9. Describe how you live: a neverending dream 10. Describe how you love: every time we touch 11. If you had just one wish: one more night 12. Share a few words of Wisdom: miracle 13. Now say goodbye: how do you do

cys + bbq

oh god, today kicked so much ass. happy birthday to leslie kao. and.. oh today.. amidst massive long driving.. i will start writing about the big things in my day. cys 3 on 3 basketball tournament - oh man.. brings me back.. to like my old school days. bad ass.. 50 teams.. and lotsa fun.. i saw leslie, cindy, eli, jocelyn, stephanie [who makes fun of me] and so many others.. oh damn.. i saw albert in person.. fool got skinny. he made playoffs, but lost first round?? damn.. congrats anyways and.. dennis yang made 4th. man.. i had to leave in the middle for the bbq but.. the tourney.. it was so much fun.. just sitting there.. talking to people. it was freaking. bball everywhere.. but more than that.. everywhere i saw asian people.. i saw.. asian couples.. makes me.. some playing, some cuddling, some cheering.. so cute. saw a couple azn hoes too.. haha.. but.. it makes me.. realize.. how deeply i prefer chinese girls =/. racist of me, i know. now this isn't to say i dont like non chinese girls, cause i know i sure as hell do.. it's just.. if there.. was the difference between a white/chinese girl and they were identical. actually.. i might take the white? i dont know. okay.. i actually have no idea what i'm talking about. hahaha sooo i'll stfu now =[.. sooo yeah.. bball tourney.. brings me back. good times good times. i miss all my old chinese school friends? dude.. there was this totally cute cute girl. =[ but.. dont think it's gonna happen. tomorrow comes to take me away. i wish that i, that i could stay. girl you know i got to go. lord, i wish it wasn't so. save tonight, and fight the break of dawn, come tomorrow. tomorrow, i'll be gone. save tonight. ::sigh:: taiwanese chamber of commerce bbq - after the cys thing, i drove forever to get to this bbq.. my dad is a director and used to be head chairman? man i'm telling you my dad is a freaking master networker, i aspire to be like himmet so many people.. haha.. they were like.. omg.. is that eddy?! yeah, it's been a while. met a couple of new guys.. met old guys.. talked and chilled. man.. good bbq. seriously good bbq. ~ended at like 1 pm.. and drove all the way back too cys bball to see playoffs. barnes and noble freaking rules - was there with tania reading mags and books. i got a tall frappucino. havent had one in forever.. omg.. did you know, they no longer accept starbuck cards and so forth. i bought a book.. the world is flat. there's something badass about buying a book ay 27.50 before tax.. @ the price of 15.93 after tax sc with khoa. man we sced it up like nobody's business. freaking.. sweetness.. we did some crazy evolves.. =] haha love that shit. came back at like 1am? tons of funnn =] all in all. today was very very fun, and now for esoterica: 10 questions you should have answers to al franken's opening vs ann coulter [ann coulter = stupid bitch] you can order sex at hooter's? apple mfing owns =] how to love your work.